elliott smith singing to me

i love how things just happen as they should.

today has probably been the best birthday ever! i feel the best i have in my life, probably. ahhhh i am so thankful for everything i have.
it was so wonderful to spend time with my parents tonight. and to get to talk to mariya! and CLAIRE! oh my god claire. i had no idea what to say to her. but i love her and we have a really strong connection somehow.
and now kalli! it's so fun talking to her. she is INCREDIBLE. SERIOUSLY. i am so in awe of her. her life is so crazy but probably awesome. it would be neat to be a genius at everything.. she is so down to earth and personable too. yaay happy she exists!!

i have just been smiling so much today. i probably looked like a goon with mariya heh. and aw michelle's balloons made my day. i love having her as a friend!!

i am celebrating my life, every day. as in, LIFE itself. i feel so deeply connected to life each day. i feel awake. i am not in the 'darkness'

i should probably finish explicating this poem though, so i can sleep! and be somewhat coherent for peer group and stuff tomorrow ah... i should drink caffeine!

i want to be busy again. i dont know why i've been somewhat activity-less. it's lame! yeah.

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU FOREVER